Meant to be?

Sometimes even when all the signs are there, it doesn't mean that it is meant to be - this is something I have learnt recently.

As a person who tends to put faith in the universe to provide signals to lead me in the right direction, this has thrown me. I have gone over it so many times; seeing all the similarities and things in common but there has been no attraction. And I do not believe you can ever force attraction.

I can't get past this problem. I swear there is something wrong with my mind, something wrong with me, to not feel anything. I'm angry at myself and a little pissed that the signs, though so painfully obvious, have failed me big time.

Universe, what are you doing to me?!

F x